July 2010
27 posts
“i fear being like everyone i hate, i fear failure, i fear losing control. i love...”
“nobody wants their problems solved. their dramas. their distractions. their...”
“you know what i think hurts the most? the feeling of being replaced. it’s...”
– i hate you for making me feel the way i do.
jan 12 2010
rescue me
I want a man to save me without me having to ask I want him to understand me without having to hear all I have to say I want him to be there by my side day and night without me making him I want him to hold me as if he wants me more than anything I want him to always be there never having me ask him to stay I never want him to let me go I want him to love me without me having to...
who are you now
Who are you now? Now that the past is gone, and you’ve been given the chance to start over. Who is staring back at you, when you look in that mirror? Because the person I see is nowhere close to being who you are. At least, not who I thought you were. I thought I knew you, the real you, I was wrong. Who are you, and what have done with my father? Because the person I knew didn’t do things...
stranger i see
I’m surprised to see myself the way I do. The person staring back at me in the mirror is nothing but a stranger a stranger I thought I once knew. I don’t know what happened to her, is it the look in her eyes when she smiles, or the shine in her eyes that you can tell she’s happy. I don’t know what it is that I didn’t see before. But this person staring back at me is more real than ever...
dayyy ten
Dear someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like, I know that we live far, and that we both live two completely different lives, but how hard is it to pick up the phone an either text or call a person? I wish I knew what changed things, because I know it’s not the distance. I miss you, a lot. I hate the fact that it’s been almost a year since I last saw you, and...
dayyyy nine
dear someone I wish I could meeet,
Tyra banks, I think you are amazing and such a great role model. I would love to have the chance to talk to you and to just see you in person.
<3
dayyy eight
Dear Favorite Internet Friend, I’ve known you for about two years now, and I’ve hung out with you once. We stopped talking there for awhile, but I know you’ll always be there. You’re a great guy overall, and an even better friend. You find a way of coming back into my life at the oddest times, but I’m thankful for that. Thanks for all the good times, ya know....
““I wish people would say what they
feel. Forget about stupid signals,...”
dayyyy seven
- so i was originally supposed to write to stranger, but i’ve already done that. -
Dear Ex-crush,
We were supposed to be together, to this day I know that deep inside you that you want me, you’re just too scared to admit it. You’re too scared to admit anything, to anyone. We talked for seven months and to this day I don’t think I’ve heard a sincere apology from...
dayyy fiveeee
“i’ve been thinking a lot about taking chances and how it’s really just about overcoming your fears. because the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it”
Dear Dreams, I feel as though I don’t really have any right now. In the last couple of years a lot of them have come true. It...
“when you’re in love you never really know whether your elation
comes from...”
i've come to realize, I love you.
We have a weird relationship, you and I. We started off friends, then boyfriend/girlfriend, then nothing, back to friends, leading to another relationship, then two years of not even talking, back to being friends, and now to where we are today, almost in a relationship…again. That’s what makes us, us. It’s that we have a past, chemistry to be exact. It’s what brought us...
“‘Cause you’re the apple to my pie. You’re the straw to my berry. You’re the...”
– if only you knew how true this was
“i love him. and i know, the word “love” is so overused by naive...”
“google doesn’t have all the answers. it can’t tell you how to fall...”
day fourrrrrr
dear grandam, (mom as i call you, long story)
I’ve been close with you my whole life, you know me better than anyone else, and I love that. I love that no matter what I do I can always talk to you and you don’t ever judge me. I have the best memories with you, and am always looking forward to making more. I know that I may not be the person you want me to be, but you’re...
dayyyyy threee.
Parents.
Dear mom, I never realized how much pain I caused you until I finally heard you say that you forgave me. I’m sorry for all the horrible things I’ve done to hurt you the past years, I’m sorry that I didn’t open up to you and that you had to find everything out the hard way. I hate how we used to be so close, and now sometimes I feel like I barley know you....
you're not pathetic.
I wish I could have told you everything, but you know how I am. You know me all too well. Witch isn’t always a good thing. Anyways, I miss you too. I miss laying on your couch, waking up in the morning and watching you sleep. I miss the warmness of you, and randomly yelling at you. I miss the memories we used to talk about, and the ones we could have made. I wish I wasn’t so scared...
day 2
dear crush,
You know who you are, and if you don’t then just think back to the last person I kissed. You. I’m writing to you because of this whole letter thing, and also because it’s been two years since I’ve hung out with you. It’s been eight years that I’ve been in love with you. I don’t know what all to say except that I can’t believe...
lettttters
30 Day Letter Challenge- Each day write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day 11...
“Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it,...”
“i’m spending too much time by myself, enjoying my own
company and fading...”
“she was a girl that spoke her mind, never played games and
acted confident when...”
“Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So...”
