the thought of you not being in my life anymore makes my heart break. When we were together I told you that you were the best thing that ever happened to me, and after hurting you over and over again I can’t tell you that anymore. Just because I can’t tell you that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, doesn’t mean I sit here and think about it over and over again. You helped me find myself. You saved me. I ran away from you. I threw you to the curb because of fear. I couldn’t face myself, and I took it out on you. I loved you, I love you to this day. I regret more than anything ever hurting you. I can’t think about you without crying. I can’t do this. I just can’t