I can’t stop thinking about what we had, what we could have had. I think honestly I love you. I can’t love you though, I broke you and there’s no changing that. If there was anything to fix this, I’d do it. Sometimes in the back of my mind I wish that you would just walk away and be done with me. Maybe things would be easier. i just ask one thing from you, don’t leave me like this. Not on bad terms.
You know, the whole reason why I’m trying so hard is because I know how you feel. I had someone do this to me, and you were there for me the whole time. And I repaid you by doing the SAME EXACT thing. There aren’t enough words, enough ways to say this, but I really can’t go without you. I can’t sleep thinking that we’d never be friends again. I don’t care if you move on and find someone else, but make sure they’re a hell of a lot closer to perfect than I ever was, or ever will be. 


Just remember two things before you go.
I meant everything I’ve ever said to you.
And please, don’t leave me like this.